scarletjedi:

wyomingsmustache:

meettheghost:

myteenangstbullshithasabodycount:

ggothclaudia:

ggothclaudia:

kandikyssis:

thequeenseal:

linkseyebrows:

woke-up-on-derse:

meettheghost:

• attention deficit High Definition but only on That One Object You Cant Stop Staring At
  
• bounce leg bounce leg bounce leg bounce leg bounce leg bounce leg bounce leg bounce leg click pen bounce leg bounce leg bounce leg bounce leg bounce le
• [elevator music and/or wii menu music while u stare at a wall for a while bc u got bored of the lecture]
• bounce leg part 2: electric boogaloo - now with extra foot tap
• “I Got a C+ on My Midterm and Now I Feel Suicidal, but Only For Like 10 Minutes Until I Get Distracted by Something Else” the chart-topping hit single by My Brain ft. Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria
  
• putting something in ur reminders app AND ur calendar app AND ur alarm app and somehow still not doing it
• tfw u accidentally become hyperaware of your clothing and how it feels Real Bad on ur bod and u gotta wiggle around in ur chair for a good 3-8 minutes
• not being able to eat food like a normal person because its the wrong temperature, texture, taste, and theres too many nerves in ur mouth
• not being able to eat food like a normal person bc u forget meals ‘cause ur Just Like That AND bc ur meds are an appetite suppressant
• not knowing how to socialize like a normal person because thats just how being neurodivergent is sometimes

feel free to add ur own

Walking into a room feelin guilty bc you know you forgot something important but you still don’t remember what so you can’t even apologize

• Forgetting literally 10 minutes after taking your meds whether or not you took them and not wanting to overdose by taking another
  
• “Let’s start another project I’m really passionate about right now” while a bunch of unfinished projects sit untouched until you hyperfocus on them again in a few years
  
• not being able to eat food like a normal person because you were hyperfocused on one task for so long and suddenly it’s past dinner time where did the day go when did it get dark??
• Blanking out during a conversation and not retaining a word they just said
• Forgetting names, directions, instructions, and locations given verbally not even 30 seconds after you were told.
• Stuttering and fumbling over words while trying to read out loud cause you’re trying to read faster than your brain is processing the words in front of you.
• Not being able to defend yourself in a verbal argument right away because comebacks and rebuttals come as an afterthought when you can’t stop thinking about it long after the fact.
• Walking into a room and immediately forgetting why you’re there
• Remembering as soon as you walk out then forgetting again when you walk back in
• Knowing what you want to do and where you’re going but automatically walking to the wrong room
• zoning out while doing a task on autopilot and not realizing you fucked up til it’s too late and the world comes back into focus
• One day feeling stimulated and happy talking to 20 people in individual chats all at once, another day feeling overstimulated talking to 3 people at once
• Teeth grinding, nail biting, hair pulling, zit picking, lip peeling, ear popping
• Being super self aware about your hunched posture for all of two seconds before eventually falling back to hunching even more than before
• Running off in a videogame to chase down a wild deer with a bow and arrow rather than travel up the mountain to realize your destiny as the dragonborn
• chasing down several deer and various animals on your way to realize your destiny as the dragonborn
• Having more fun playing in the dirt with a stick than whatever the heck your friends are doing while on a nature walk or trip to the park
• Impulsive decisions, shrug off the repercussions later. Let’s go walk across that log, oh whelp I’m knee deep in a pond now I guess there’s water here.
• Hyperfocused Obsessions. That one new show you got into you can’t stop talking about and need everything involving that one character in physical form. Then it fizzles out in a month or two. BUT WHEN IT HITS IT’S STRONG
• Telling someone the same story twice because you forgot how many people and who you told already

just a fractions of things I go through in my day-to-day life

@dexthecryptid

• someone tells you to do several things and by the time you finish the first you completely forgot about the other ones
• needing to write down EVERYTHING you need to do or else you WILL forget
• having to sit still and not move or talk for a long period of time and then once its over youre in FULL THROTTLE AND PEOPLE ARE TELLING YOU TO CALM DOWN BUT YOU CANT STOP MOVING
• forgetting to take your meds and being RIDICULOUSLY HUNGRY
• needing to doodle during a lecture in order to listen to it
• doing the Passion Thing but not being able to pay attention long enough to fix the details and thus being upset with the results
• trying to read in a noisy classroom is not worth the effort
• writing a post and forgetting to write the last word because you got distracted (i one time posted something on my tumblr saying “good morning i have a stomach” instead of “good morning i have a stomach ache”)

i reblogged this earlier but thought of more
• having to ask someone to leave a conversation for just a moment so you can have one moment alone so that you can actually think of what youre trying to say
• putting away laundry and doing mundane tasks are rlly hard and usually dont get completed 100% of the way
• switching between homework assignments to maximize focus abilities
• the sheer panic when you get distracted during a timed test and then can’t refocus
• random urges to do cartwheels whenever u see a vast open space
• hyperfocusing on something unimportant and then by the time you realize theres other things that need to get done you just cant focus for the life of you
• forgetting your meds and trying to sit down and do a Long Thing You Dont Want To Do is a Mess
• seriously when you switch constantly between studying and something else it kinda helps because u have tiny short bursts and then u come back and test to see how much u remember

-not being able to read 75% of this post because its a fuckn clumped up wall

@myteenangstbullshithasabodycount OP here and i would just like to say: LMAO TRUUUU

• random urges to do cartwheels whenever u see a vast open space

WHAT THE FUCk

-asking “what” and then answering the question, because you heard what they said but it took a minute to process,
-that panicked feeling when someone is telling you something important, but there’s Ambient Noise* and you can’t stop listening to the conversation about that weird thing/that thing you like three tables over
-feeling tired because you know you’re not going to remember what the person is telling you, but feeling bad about asking to hold on a minute while you look for a pen
-where the fuck did i put that pen?
-I just had it, where did I…?
-WHY IS IT THERE?
-….oh, that’s why. right.
-Hmm? Oh, shit, sorry, what did you need?
-being unable to concentrate because of mess, but cleaning is exhausting/time consuming, and now your space is clear but you’re too tired to concentrate/have no time to work
-needing to say something, but the conversation has moved on but it burns because it was RELEVANT and UNSAID and “can i just say this about that thing a few minutes ago?”
-never remembering to call the doctor to make the appointment to get the diagnosis when you are in a position to do so because there are so many other things on your plate.